Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
how does it feel to be grounded ?
omg, how i missed the seniors.
huge thanks to nadia for that little note. it felt good to know that you understand(:
seniors are such crazy people. i absolutely love playing with that toy phone/camera/bubble. i so did not camwhore today !
why is everyone starting to apologise for this and that ? you. dont apologise. i didnt know your apology would actually make me cry.
crazy things have been happening. i've been complaining a whole lot. but i really needa thank my two dearies for knocking sense into me, getting me back on track. soekkhern and weizhen.
though it might seem im irritated by your comments or i cant be bothered with them, im taking all of them in. thanks for the little talks that we've had. thanks for the facts. love you (:
everything looks so polished and perfect on the outside, doesnt it ? but there's always the ugly side of it all. sometimes the ugly side gets shown. it spoils the whole image. ouch. it does hurt bad, i know the feeling. totally.
i get how it feels. now suddenly im seeing everything in a bigger picture. i know how you've been feeling all this while. yes, i know it pricks you so much. and for you, i know why you keep making so much noise about everything. i know how heartpain it is to keep doing and doing without receiving any appreciation at all. it's worse when you expected so much more of it. but instead, what you did caused more hurt to yourself. ouch ouch ouch. just gotta keep asking yourself why.
im practically tearing the paper with the pen. there's so many things to write about, so many feelings and emotions. but it's too much for me to write them down. how i wish everything can be remembered. those feelings and memories all captured in a single photo.
DONT TALK TO ME. im already trying to avoid you.
balancing on that fine line.
let your heart out.